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The door is opened I missed you My rage was built up all this time Hate Anger Sadness But one look at you made all those walls dissolve away Tears filled my eyes An embrace Travel to the house of memories Entrance A view of my surroundings Instances flood my head Sitting on the couch Expressing feelings Understanding choices All is made clear One final event occurs Memories of an old class Destroyed by the cleansing fires A friendship mended Happiness consumes the both of us Our lives once again with God

A gut reaction My senses telling me the way The time is drawing nearer I must see the Oracle Before the encounter begins I ask her about what to do How to go about it Where is it going Where does it end Of course, she doesn't know I find myself submerged Riddled with questions No answers I can't see past my choices Who decided all of these things? Then a reminder... I did Everyone is praying for me Hoping the anomaly will succeed and dig himself out A silhouette appears at the door, knocking The recurring question enters my mind and off the lips of others What will happen if you fail this, your biggest battle? Don't worr

It's coming Creeping on me Or has it gotten my feet already? My heart has been shattered I'm so flustered Inside the mind, so broken I put on the face of carelessness Making people not worry of me Sorrow has taken my life The God I thought I knew... I feel He has forsaken me Put me in the worst case scenario The others in my life They pray for my safe arrival Wanting me to go fast Hoping for a speedy recovery Right now, time is not on my side Time.... Why do you walk away? Why do you punish me? You leave me here on this earth, crying In The Great Below

Talking on the phone Starts great Laughter Then, my explanation An eruption on the other side Feelings hurt Pain We work it out Telling me the status Taking me on a roller coaster Emotions are spinning in my mind But I'm patient I'm always like that It's fine We work it out Last night The phone rings I answer I get the news Depression and sadness fill my heart Breaks my heart No emotion from the other side at all Do you not care? You've left me stranded Nowhere to go Can I trust you? I don't know My spirit is demolished Talking to God is so much harder now The person who helped me is gone They want me to just pic

The smallest object It makes the biggest sounds Our words are hurtful What starts as a simple joke... Becomes an uncontrollable inferno We aggrandize ourselves Making us bigger than God, at times An evil dwelling on our words Our terrible words Satan controls them He sits, loving each harsh statement uttered Knowing that it was from him Lying and coarse words infect our minds Tricking us to think we are ok with this Change back Stop this vile tirade Come back to God Lean on Him We are grateful for You...

The human heart has the power of hatred Evil intentions fester inside all humans Thinking of these deeds We lose sight of God By focusing on the darkness... Man has broken the bridge of righteousness Lingering on troubles only makes the hole bigger Thinking that life is terrible will make it worse All who think of doom will be in doom Losing sight of God Troublemakers cause mischief for many It's because of their own insecurities Treat others as you'd like to be treated Things that come around, go around Show kindness to your neighbor We must become like Christ to quell the spiritual battles

In the beginning After the fall We lost the closest of relationships Destroyed our bridge with God Many have tried to close the gap All failed Christ was born He was sent to die for us Become the sacrifice for us Take all of our sins He is the perfect one God is appeased We now have peace Christ did it all We are eternally thankful for you, Jesus

I am my biggest stumbling block Thinking that I need to be strong Powerful In control Satan lashes thoughts into me Tells me depressing things I'm so weak A phone call with my love A confession of feelings and strength Tears Comfort "I'm so proud of you..." I'm so weak and vulnerable I read Matthew 26:39 God's giving me a message I'm relying too much on myself Not enough on Him I surrender myself to You, God Give me strength and comfort to carry on.... Against myself

I can't take the change Always being reshaped Stretched It weakens me But I have to remember This is the best thing to happen for me To become a godly man We as Christians are a block of clay The Great Sculptor is shaping us Molding us into the people we were meant to be We can take it the easy way by letting Him control us Or the hard way by rebelling against Him Either way... We will become the people designed by God And become beautiful works created in His image

Jesus came to this world He lived, He died In three days, He came back to life A resurrection Christ bridged the gap between God and man He became sin All of humanity is drenched with sin Soaked to the bone God still loves us anyway Because of what Christ did for us No power on this world Or anywhere else besides God Will cut us off from His Majesty We are all truly blessed